Today....

The things i do everyday continue to get harder.....time is  not on my side, slowly suffacating into a time tainted to the tips of its eternal endings. time its just not on my side.....

Sooooo.....

I think this girl is beautiful....she like someone else and i don't like women......things always happen this way.

YouTube - Coldplay - Clocks

YouTube - Coldplay - Clocks

this song relaxes my nerves

4 DAYS OF RANDOM HAPPINESS!

Day 4 Today...

I stood up for myself today,
it felt so great to feel empowered!!!.....

4 DAYS OF RANDOM HAPPINESS!

Day 3....



Eat something healthy and enjoy something guilty(food lol).....

4 DAYS OF RANDOM HAPPINESS!

Day 2.....

Don't worry about anyone not even yourself just be in existence....  :) (how hard is that right?)

4 DAYS OF RANDOM HAPPINESS!

Day 1.......

I will tell the guy i like that i like him because i do!

Wish me luck!!!!

Today....

Today am content, I am pleased, i am hurting and i am healed, i am a secret and i am a shadow. I saw you, today i saw you and we spoke, we shared my silence and my space, now we are friends, we are fictional lovers, we are the words of Shakespeare, away, you leave and once again i am but a lonely soul in the shadows of the scariest nightmare. Warrior..... please come to me..

Adele Is Brilliant her voice is a healer!

Something new

You once held my weak heart, you mended it and slightly cracked to make me believe that only you could rightfully repair what was not yours, mine, the rain came to put out your blazing flames but instead it sent them into a constant uproar until an old pile of raw ashes set in the place where our love stood, Afraid and alone i felt until the phoenix of what was once great became reborn and instantly i was set free.....

Never Letting Go

Holding on to what i know, these things i see the grab me and pull me to each ends of eternity,  and i  cant break free, I am but a lonely feather floating in a harsh reality catching wind and sailing into unknown territory
your heart....

New

This is my 1st blog...


Clean me, brush over me and extract the things that are bringing me down. I am lost, Find me and take me home. I am in danger, save me, love me, hold me, console me, enroll me in to your life schedule and grow me like flowers in the spring. Heal my scars and make me new i am a part of you.

*To My Lady*