Suffering...

When i see you suffer, my heart bleeds a great deal, tears of sorrow overflow within me  because i see you as a part of me. Pain does does not deserve a part in this world and not in you, we continue fight the sadness because it has partners.. not friends...but enemies. i stand with you because pain does not choose its victims knowingly it takes them, and like a virus attempts to fight the human body it can eventually kill you or damage you ....I know this because we have met many times before and i have fought against it on my own, even after years of overcome, i am still its victim and it strongest enemies     

Eyes fill with pain,

The Heavy hearts bleed sorrow

time can only heal

DAH: to you my friend...

Lonley

This girl, she lives each day with a smile on her face. Loved by her friends she is the example of a child raised right. She is happy.to all but in reality she spends her day crying in the shadows of the lives of others. She Holds grudges to the ones who hurt her and each day another person is pushed out of her life. She is unable to share her failure to her confidence because like many of the problems she has, her confidence cant solve.

one by one she rips the connection of the ones she has once cared about out of her soul. She spends her days alone because, the loves she has banished from her heart are tired of fighting her. As she toys with them she has become unaware of the fact that all that she once loved, has left her.

Soon she will be alone as she wishes, no one to share her smile and her bad jokes, no one to love her likes she wishes. The tears will fall and she will just......BE

Help me.....teach me the  art of forgiveness she cries out....but the ones sent by God him self to help and save her are gone.....what will she do now? who can help her? Is she doomed to spend eternity holding on the pain that the past has caused her using it to destroy any chance of a better and worthwhile future?

.........to be continued

Breaking Free!

unable to let go of what happened to me in the past because people today still feel the need to push and torment me.....WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT? WHO TOLD YOU THAT YOU WERE BETTER? WHO PUT YOU ON TOP? .......Who didn't love you whole-heartedly? who neglected you? who left you? who hurt you? Who took away the hope that held your life together?........with sad eyes and a bruised heart i still refuse to allow you to hurt me any longer.....With all the love in my heart, i refuse to let you hurt any longer....

My Freedom from Anger and Sadness.....