Lonley

This girl, she lives each day with a smile on her face. Loved by her friends she is the example of a child raised right. She is happy.to all but in reality she spends her day crying in the shadows of the lives of others. She Holds grudges to the ones who hurt her and each day another person is pushed out of her life. She is unable to share her failure to her confidence because like many of the problems she has, her confidence cant solve.

one by one she rips the connection of the ones she has once cared about out of her soul. She spends her days alone because, the loves she has banished from her heart are tired of fighting her. As she toys with them she has become unaware of the fact that all that she once loved, has left her.

Soon she will be alone as she wishes, no one to share her smile and her bad jokes, no one to love her likes she wishes. The tears will fall and she will just......BE

Help me.....teach me the  art of forgiveness she cries out....but the ones sent by God him self to help and save her are gone.....what will she do now? who can help her? Is she doomed to spend eternity holding on the pain that the past has caused her using it to destroy any chance of a better and worthwhile future?

.........to be continued